Tuesday, February 10, 2009

THE BURDEN with IN




Of all the places I have been,


I never wanted to be in that place


I felt the heat coming from the back of my mind


that sometime now He would be leaving this place


That somehow I need something to tell him


not knowing what exactly I should let spill of my mouth


Now I realize that I had this conversation with Him


I just lack compensation that time, I lack


Knowledge, I lack Understanding of what is supposed to be. . .


This is the Worse BURDEN with In!!!


never imagined that I would be there waiting for the


MOment


they would all cry and break down


I realize that Its totally over!

im hurting


goodbye what does it mean?

to me it means either you’re left alone

or you will be the one to go


but does anyone feel what i feel

when someone left me?

does this "someone" know that

its really hard for me to say goodbye to him?


i really wanted to ask him about this mess

he wanted something that i could not give

we wanted to have this relationship

we parted because of things we couldn’t

agree on.


baby i just wanna tell you that you made me

the person that would do everything for the one

i love, but you didn’t see the monster you created in me


you made me smile and frown,

you made me trust and lie

you forgave me and hated me. . .


and by this time,

my heart can’t take no more!!!

so i guess i’ll still say the word "GOODBYE". .

Monday, January 12, 2009

Over it

I can’t believe that your wasting your time
Thought you could find your way back
You heard my story but heard it all wrong
Nothing…

Well it’s just so little
And I can see through you
We know it will end
This distance is secret
It’s seeping out my skin yeah

I can’t believe your wasting my time
Honestly I’ve heard it all
Bringing out your colors of natural glow
Cause I have once know that I’m yours

I was over it before
But you brought me back to were I began
And I’m starting well again
And I’ll make you run to the end

And I cant believe it anyway
Wen our differences are the same
Your not listening anyway
It’s over…