THE BURDEN with IN

Of all the places I have been,

I never wanted to be in that place

I felt the heat coming from the back of my mind

that sometime now He would be leaving this place

That somehow I need something to tell him

not knowing what exactly I should let spill of my mouth

Now I realize that I had this conversation with Him

I just lack compensation that time, I lack

Knowledge, I lack Understanding of what is supposed to be. . .

This is the Worse BURDEN with In!!!

never imagined that I would be there waiting for the

MOment

they would all cry and break down

I realize that Its totally over!

im hurting

goodbye what does it mean?

to me it means either you’re left alone

or you will be the one to go

but does anyone feel what i feel

when someone left me?

does this "someone" know that

its really hard for me to say goodbye to him?

i really wanted to ask him about this mess

he wanted something that i could not give

we wanted to have this relationship

we parted because of things we couldn’t

agree on.

baby i just wanna tell you that you made me

the person that would do everything for the one

i love, but you didn’t see the monster you created in me

you made me smile and frown,

you made me trust and lie

you forgave me and hated me. . .

and by this time,

my heart can’t take no more!!!

so i guess i’ll still say the word "GOODBYE". .